I have a new referent for chick in NSW who has changed her surname. I like it, and everybody in the office knows instantly who I mean by Betty Surname. Betty not being her real first name.

Got my dentist appointment. I take a long one, because I want crowns to just be over. But a long appointment means I am a blubbering wreck by the end - since I can't have a decent anaesthetic.

I really need a raise. Had some more new client training today - and I think the account may break me.  read more »

If Anyone.

I think I partly stuffed up. Know I did. I think the rest will turn out to be new super fund, which is really sad. In their favour they handled me saying how annoyed I was with whoever did this very well. Service is much better than AMP, by miles. I think I'm out $50 to get $500 back... and I think the fault is mine and new super fund combined.

We'll see - but I was pissed as hell this morning.

In other news - waiting to see my GP because I have reached denial about having MS. I make a very good case for denial, and MS is not dead set as no spinal fluid test.  read more »

I am cracking the sads and need to see my GP. Not because I am sad - but because I am sad because walking home from the station was a bit... sad. In sneakers - got home and realised I couldn't even blame my footwear.

I like doing sentences with multiples like that.  read more »

I had a weird-arse mood of a day today. I think my brain is still wound too tight.

Wore my old-people shoes. Got to work and had to go get "super bubble band-aids" from the chemist, who thankfully understood that perfectly. I am smart enough that I put band-aids on my heels before new shoes go on. But my band-aid was all blood sodden, as was my stocking. Super product fixed that right up.  read more »

I forget what else I was going to post... something.

Other than that, I am hopeful that old people shoes could be good. Given that I have been in a falling over phase, I have cracked the sads. With shoes in particular.  read more »

I think the mystery music DVDs are from Wynnstay Rd! I'm just happy that came to me, because we had thought they must be my uncle's. I can't think who at Wynnstay was a Christian though.

And - Gladiators is back on. I'll have to see whether I like that like I liked the old version.

Not smoking is going well. But - I'm wondering whether I really do need chill pills. I've had a nice calm think, after spending some work time thinking about 'calm', and the current theory is that nicotine withdrawal plus my normal nature = some kind of obsessive freak.  read more »

Also - Day.... five - no casualties. I've been nuts at work, but that really is normal. Kind of a peak nuts period, but people seem cool with that because I know what I'm doing and if I decided I need to email the top sales dude about the unicorned chick with tacks in her eyes, I actually start my emails with "Please bear with me - I need to get this out of my system.". I actually think I'm forming a bond with sales dude, because he calls me after the email (emailS now) and lets me vent, then speaks to me with calming words.  read more »