This week I have been to The Zone twice. The Zone is the place where your stress shoots suddenly waay past maximum, leaving you with Zen-like calm. Just because there really is too much stress, and I guess your brain shorts.
One - thinking I had deleted a file summary that took me three days to do. It was on the network, and although I was pretty sure IT can access whatever counts as trash on the network... that is so stressful.
Then it turned out I was retarded. I thanked IT for helping me through the challenges of life, poor retard that I am. Then I got the random "How was your IT experience?" survey! I reiterated that IT were very supportive of my 'tardedness.
Two - getting called to an away from everyone meeting with supervisor and manager. I thought they were going to try to make me be in charge. Which is high stress. They didn't. But I think the Zen-bubble caused me to accept taking a very large job on. I'll get rid of nearly all my current crap (good), I get a client that adds up in $$ to many times my current crap (shrug), and has recently threatened to break things off (Zen).
Back to Super - since I got home to a letter from the people I am leaving AMP for. I really like my new super people. Good service, and send me letters about shit I was wondering about.
Gotta call them and make sure I don't end up with two accounts.
New chick started today. She is one of the very few people in the whole world that I bond quickly with.