I think the mystery music DVDs are from Wynnstay Rd! I'm just happy that came to me, because we had thought they must be my uncle's. I can't think who at Wynnstay was a Christian though.

And - Gladiators is back on. I'll have to see whether I like that like I liked the old version.

Not smoking is going well. But - I'm wondering whether I really do need chill pills. I've had a nice calm think, after spending some work time thinking about 'calm', and the current theory is that nicotine withdrawal plus my normal nature = some kind of obsessive freak.

I need to ask a couple of people who I work with. But I need to pick ones that will be able to honestly say whether I've totally lost the plot.

Except I am using Nicotine patches. Should I live dangerously and drop the dose again? I think I should try that on Monday, and remember to warn the office.

Oh - and after realising that I should have started to receive Black & White again after their "re-tooling" or whatever it was... they went broke. Bastards. I mean, they are trying to trade their way out so I might actually get the rest of my subscription - but I didn't get any kind of notice to creditors. Which pissed me right off until I very firmly told myself that the worst case scenario is me losing about $75 bucks. It sucks, but I can shrug that one off.

Motivational Deficiency Disorder:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RoppJOtRLe4