Also - Day.... five - no casualties. I've been nuts at work, but that really is normal. Kind of a peak nuts period, but people seem cool with that because I know what I'm doing and if I decided I need to email the top sales dude about the unicorned chick with tacks in her eyes, I actually start my emails with "Please bear with me - I need to get this out of my system.". I actually think I'm forming a bond with sales dude, because he calls me after the email (emailS now) and lets me vent, then speaks to me with calming words.

Anyway - oh! I decided that the chemist gave me nicotine patches with too much nicotine. I went to a different chemist who confirmed that I was right to think that jaw clenching, odd pulse flutters, and an odd feeling that my nerves are stretched tight... that probably is because I have too much nicotine. Now I'm feeling kind of bitter that since quitting I had actually been getting more nicotine for 3 days without a cigarette. No withdrawal since I dropped down the dose though.

Back to 'anyway'. I just saw this news clip in Spanish, but the gist was that packs of fuckwits are running down emos and beating the crap out of them. I'm not an emo fan. But I did just see a UK story about a goth being beaten to death for being different. With the emos, some of the chasing shots made me think of the running of the bulls but a bit backwards. If they got together a tonne of emos, it could be like the running of the fuckwits. Emos racing along through a dangerous crowd and all.

Also on line, I passed, then failed
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